I know you guys might not care much after how much trouble, but I was going to send this apology/request to Owen Rudge to see if I could get unbanned from TT-Forums... Let's just say I was "under the influence" for 6 years straight (2017-2023) because of my quack of a psychiatrist and only got that fixed within the last few months, and while I'm sorry for my behavior and have no desire to go back to the Discord server I got banned from, I feel like I was banned on unfair terms and for unfair "reasons" from the forums back in late 2020 or early 2021.

So I was hoping you could give me some advice about whether the included draft of the email is too long or how else I might persuade Owen to let me back in after he banned me for trying to ask Erato why I was banned from the Discord.

For the record, Erato banned me partly on a false assumption; SilverSurferZzZ and I never exchanged a word for weeks or even a couple months before he left forever, so the moment I meant to say "I'm not spending another 5 years learning to code X" but it was misinterpreted as "I am a spoiled jerk who won't spend 5 hours learning to code X" by someone whose identity I don't even remember, the person trying to assist got PO'd and left, and Erato banned me "because this is the second time someone left because you bullied them" despite it happening by accident a single time at worst.

As for returning to the Discord several months later and acting like a jerk, I was both not happy to realize the above paragraph when Erato told me and I pointed out his mistake (because thanks to that everybody still assumed I was a bully), and still under the effects of the same screwy medications I was 4 years prior. I'm not going back partly because screw Erato, but mostly because the Chinese Communist Party literally made Tencent make Discord give them unencrypted user data for everyone on Discord.